Life would be better in Spring

“life will be better in spring”

Dreamy eyes.

Monday 31 October 2011 || 23:44

Dear Diary,

I've written to you multiple times today. Now, I can't fall asleep. Thats why I'm here again.

My sister told me a couple of days ago, that now, it's really hard to find someone who will accept you for who you are, and also find comfortable company with. I say, " But isn't this sad? ". She told me we didn't have a choice.

Indeed, I agree. Till now, I never really know who accepts me for who I am. Till now, I don't really know in front of whom will I be able to say whatever I want without giving it much thought, or do whatever I like knowing that the other will play along. I knew someone who did, but I guess we lost it. And years after, I still regret not appreciating what I had.

Strange enough, I don't remember who she is.

Starting to feel tired. Night!

It's like a masquerade world

|| 14:31

On the same old day, it's still raining outside.

Dear Diary,

Maybe, I just THINK I know people. Fact is, they never show me who they really are. And I was deceived time and again.

Yes, there are things that not everyone needs to know about. But that doesn't mean people HAVE to act like the way they aren't right? Man, I don't understand.

Fine, reason might be, people stereotype. But still, still..

Fine, get over it.

\edited/

Been looking back at my previous posts. Feels so stupid.

I give you three 'Ha's. HA.HA.HA.

Smell the rain.

|| 11:38

2011 31st October Rainy

Dear Diary,
Was reminded that it had been a long time since I wrote to you. But I wonder how many still blog.

Finally, the school term is over. Which means, yes, holidays. It's weird how people looked forward to school breaks, and ended up feeling the major contradictions. Like whut?

Results was soso. Don't really wanna talk about it.

Oh yeah. Decided to try for OGL this year. I didn't even get that damn form last 2 years. Occupied holidays. What can I do? Figured it'd be quite fun, so yep!

And of course, I'm still in SC, still marketing. First meeting starts this Thursday. Next year would be better (: I know what to do, NOT GONNA SCREW THIS TIME LIKE HOW I DID. I'm confident.

oh damn, too long without blogger, how do i use you now? hello, where's the colour and font size thing? tell me. nah, I doubt anybody comes here.

If you ask me, I wanna spend Christmas oversea & scare the hell of out of myself every time I see creatures at my doorstep, waiting for treats. I mean, celebrating oversea is so much cooler than being in Singapore. I never get to see Mr. Snowman here.

Hell, I need a simpler blogskin. Doesn't anyone know the meaning of 'simplicity does it'?

Bie ai wo. Ni hui hen xin ku. Ye jiu yin wei ni shi wo de peng you, wo geng shi can kui. I wanna tell you, dan shi gai cong he kai kou ne?